lazer: Guro art by Giwi on Gaia (Guro)
Well, I had to work today and we had a huge number of orders for the end of school parties and all that. I've already been sick the last few days and so I didn't fair so well at work today. I nearly passed out on two occasions. Everyone's voices grew faint and all I could hear were the sounds of the fans turning, oh so loudly, as if they were inside my very ears. I had been sweating rivers since arriving and was quickly becoming dehydrated. It didn't help that I'd not eaten or drank anything at all today.
  Finally my boss realized that there was no way in hell I could keep up with the pace we were moving, thus he sent me to the back to sit down in front of the fan and brought me a bottle of water, which I appreciated more than anything. I got up a few times to help do a little but am still not up to par. My boss let me go home once we finished the school orders, I was supposed to work until 8:00, but he just sent me home. I am going back to bed soon, I can't seem to shake these shivers and it's driving me insane.  I will be so glad when this mess has run it's course.

lazer: Lazer the hyena, blushing. (blush or embarassed)
Well, I knew I'd wake up a couple times in the night, I always do when I am sick. Right now I am posting while I wait for the room to cool off. I was running my heater when I went to sleep originally because I was freezing, well now I'm burning up. This always happens to me when I am sick, I will be freezing or burning up and it flips on and off like a light switch.
   I wish my room mates would stop trying to 'help' so much. I was keeping all those Taco Bell napkins for a reason.. Cause you know, I don't get paid till Friday and everyone in the house uses my fucking toilette paper. I swear I'm the only one who buys the stuff. So anyway I guess she threw them away or whatever.
I will be glad when they get their own router or internet connection or whatever so that they will stay out of my room. I hate coming home and having to shoo people out of my room before I can go to sleep or check my e-mail or whatever. There is always some excuse why they cannot just get up and go too, they have to finish this, or finish that, or something or the other. I don't want to deal with this shit, especially when I am sick like I am right now.

I've been listening to the Christmas Classics station on AOL Radio. It makes me miss Canada even more. I want SNOW! Christmas isn't Christmas without snow to me. It's just wet and rainy and dreary here and it makes me miserable. My characters at least poke me with their muses when I listen to these songs, wanting me to draw winter themed art.. I'll probably try that when I have some free time. I really want to draw Vaga dressed in big furs, riding a horse out from his castle.. Something set in the past, possibly delivering gifts to the common rabble? I dunno, these are just visions they force on me while I lay in the bed.
  I also see Lazer as a cub, sitting in the lap of some other fur figure that I can't see clearly at this time, in front of a fireplace, a big Christmas tree close by, lights twinkling and ornaments shining. These are just ideas I have, or things they want me to draw, whatever way you want to put it.

Anyway, I suppose I should climb back into bed now that the room has cooled off a little and I don't feel so barfy.

lazer: Kyo being pouty! (pouty face)
After I went back to bed shortly after 6:20, with a shot of niquil and a nasal decongestant pill, I slept till around 12:00. That's when it started, the damn phone. It rang and rang and rang and RANG over and over. I didn't want to go pick it up! I was naked and snuggled comfortably in bed dreaming weird dreams about something or other. This person would not give the fuck up! They would call, let it ring 8-9 times, hang up, wait 1-2 minutes and then call right back and repeat the process. I finally got up to answer the damn thing and all it was... my room mate's (who wasn't even home) friend who wanted to talk... WHAT THE FUCK?!? Why would you do that? If someone doesn't pick up the first 1-2 times.. don't keep calling over and over and over! They are either not home or they don't want to talk! Is that so hard to grasp? Do you have nothing else to do all day but chat on the phone to the point where you must call repeatedly 9 times in a row?

 I dealt with that and then hoped online for a little bit. I checked my e-mail, facebook, and all that good crap and then opted to go back to bed after a shot of dayquil at about 1:50. I slept pretty soundly until my room mate and her daughter came home. At which point I gave up on sleep and got up to get ready for work. I was only in for a short shift, 5-8, managed to get out 30 minutes early, since I wasn't able to do much without coughing my lungs out, even when I use the cough drops I bought.

 The plan was for me to go to my mom's after work to make sugar cookies, but I had to nix those plans, as I doubt I would have enjoyed myself very much anyway. I think tomorrow will get here way too fast. I work 11-8 tomorrow and we have 190 pizzas to make by 1:00 for the end of school parties and all that jazz. Yuck.. It's going to be one hell of a long and miserable day tomorrow. So I'm turning in. Good night.


~Lazer


lazer: Vaga looking depressed (Sad or depressed.)
Well I woke up at almost exactly 6AM. My Niquill had worn off and it felt like someone was attempting to shove a large log up my nose, splintering with each shove. These are the times when all I want in life is my S/O here, then nothing else would matter. So they can wrap their arms around me and let me bury my face in their chest and whine and be miserable on them. Haha. I want my hair petted and my back rubbed and my medicine given to me like a little kid so I don't have to feel so responsible, I can just be sick and tired and not have to be a grown up. I want to curl up in a bed with their body heat beside me, it's so cold and lonely in this big ol' bed all by myself. My stuffed animals are nice to fill my arms, but they don't fill my void. When will things get better? When can we be together without the world judging our every move. I just want to be held and loved and warm and comforted. A little relief comes in that bottle of medication, but never comfort, and that is what I need the most when I am sick.

 Maybe these things seem selfish, maybe they are selfish, I don't care. The niquil and nasal decongestant can't hug me and tell me it will be okay. It can't make me feel important even when all I really feel like is crawling under a rock and dying. Those medications won't pat my back when I cough, or bring me my orange juice or make me soup or give me that loving, sad look, when I look extra miserable. So yeah, maybe I'm a selfish child on the inside, but I'm okay with that. I think we all have a little selfish child inside of us demanding to be taken care of when we need it the most.

I'm going to crawl back in bed now and try to get some more sleep. I have to work tomorrow evening but at least it is a short shift. I will write about my day when I get home from work.

~Lazer

lazer: Guro art by Giwi on Gaia (Guro)
Well, this is my first official entry, technically... So let us get started.

Right now I am not feeling so well. My room mates have all been sick and now it has passed itself on to me. I feel as though I've been murdered from the inside out.. That or someone has raped my throat with a cheese grater, one or the other.. Or both. Of course this doesn't mean much, other than I'm going to be doped up on Night/Day meds and cough drops for the next week or so. I always seem to get sick around Christmas. Thankfully they had the meds buy one get one at my local Walgreens, so I did luck up there. They also had Progresso soup on sell for $0.99 a can, plus I had a $0.25 off cupon on it too.

That's what I did this morning before work, went and shopped at Walgreens for some stuff to get me through the day. I then went and opened the store, had to work with Louis all morning, which wasn't as terrible as it could have been I suppose, other than me having to bitch him out to take the boxes out to the box bin in the back of the store. After he lef things slowed down and I spent the rest of the boring day taking a few orders for the school on Thursday, and playing various games on my Nintendo DS, which I quickly grew bored with since I can't focus well when I'm sick.
  I got out of work at 4:00 and went to the post office to mail a letter. After that it was straight home where I spent some time with my S/O before they had to go back home, a few towns over. I went with my Dad on the trip. After that I stopped by  Taco Bell and broke my diet for a Crunchwrap.. We don't have TacoBell where I live and I love those damn things so hard core... I'll feel guilty later on...
  After that I came home, hopped online, and got back to work on this here DreamWidth. I uploaded my icons, and made an intro post. I will go to bed before too long, I have to work again tomorrow. I can't wait until payday on Friday.

Also, My cat has a broken back leg, he just came home yesterday and is, thankfully, getting better at walking with it splinted up... He looks so weird with his little shaved leg and thigh though. I will keep you all updated on his progress, he will be going back to the vet on January 4th in order for them to look him over again, and hopefully remove his splint.

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